[It took him a year- once things got worse- to figure out how his brain worked. It took kidnapping (and torturing) a scientist to explain it, to find someone who he trusted (who's life he literally held in his hands) to scan him.
It's like accessing a memory databank. All he'd have to do would be to pull out a particular file. Captain America. Hawkeye. He has enough in there.
But he has memories too. Memories of the woman, memories of others, a sense of community and friendship.
Memories of betraying that.
The more concrete memories, the more solid ones are of her. As Madame Masque.
He had let it go, when she'd left him. He'd aimed a gun at her and she'd stabbed him before running away. Going back to where she belonged. The thought that he'd had it and lost it made him...
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Date: 2014-12-19 05:27 am (UTC)It's like accessing a memory databank. All he'd have to do would be to pull out a particular file. Captain America. Hawkeye. He has enough in there.
But he has memories too. Memories of the woman, memories of others, a sense of community and friendship.
Memories of betraying that.
The more concrete memories, the more solid ones are of her. As Madame Masque.
He had let it go, when she'd left him. He'd aimed a gun at her and she'd stabbed him before running away. Going back to where she belonged. The thought that he'd had it and lost it made him...
Anger. good he could use that.
He aimed a fist at her head.]