[I fucked up so bad. He tries to say. I fucked up so bad. I ruined everything. I ruined you. I destroy everything you should just kill me, kill me now, let me die please oh please...
He moaned and reached for her but there's a crack from his fingers and he stifles a scream. He pushed his system to the breaking point.
Moving hurts.
But there is...a sense of self there that he normally doesn't have. There's so much he wants to say.]
...For all of it.
All of it. Every single piece and I - [Killing is all he knows how to do. Kill SHIELD's enemies, turn over his data to her, forget, forget...not now.
So this is weakness.
He tries to move his leg and winces. The tears increase in frequency.]
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Date: 2014-12-19 06:47 am (UTC)He moaned and reached for her but there's a crack from his fingers and he stifles a scream. He pushed his system to the breaking point.
Moving hurts.
But there is...a sense of self there that he normally doesn't have. There's so much he wants to say.]
...For all of it.
All of it. Every single piece and I - [Killing is all he knows how to do. Kill SHIELD's enemies, turn over his data to her, forget, forget...not now.
So this is weakness.
He tries to move his leg and winces. The tears increase in frequency.]
...Please don't leave me.
I need help.
[Medical, mental, it's very unsure which.]