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[Task Master has been through a lot.
He has achieved many successes and many failures. He's won against SHIELD and HYDRA and they are notable enemies but it's owed to his compatriots. The few people he is worked with, the few people that he trusts in the world.
He's not unmindful of that service which is why he'd broken into Madame Masque's apartment to cook her something nice.
This is something he doesn't remember. He doesn't remember she's a SHIELD agent. Not anymore, that he in essence had not told her (really he could have forgotten but he can't recall). What he does know is that she appears during the times when SHIELD needs him and manages his money and resources. Oh she hates him, he knows that much but now, even if she might be one of the right hand people of the new SHIELD, she's still Madame Masque to him. He does remember fighting her, her with a knife to his throat before stabbing him in the shoulder and running off.
(Her face was not his fault)
The last time he'd seen her though they'd fixed it. When was that? She'd had a face. It wasn't that vaguely familiar disquieting face.
He doesn't ask her any questions. Not anymore. She just appears and reappears and vanishes but he's still here and why?...
(Quake.)
His hand stops chopping.
(The woman.)
It keeps chopping. Muscle memory, what task master lives for. Really he doesn't know a thing about cooking but he saw something about Italian/Asian fusion on TV last night and he wanted to cook it for her because-
(The woman stands straight and stares at him. Her features torn between confused and angry, then just anger. He's knocked off his feet and off the building falling into the abyss while the woman runs and stares after him and he feels...
Loss.)
Terrifying loss.
His hand trembles, but he finishes the last bit of carrots and onions and slides it into the water to boil before he sets out the wine and pours himself a glass (she won't drink it if you hand it to her already poured.)
It's so domestic.
It's when he hears her come in behind him that he keeps is hand on the knife at the cutting board.]
...You know better then to come at me with a gun behind me.
[(You don't know what I've been watching on TV)]
You're not allergic to garlic or carrots are you?
[He pulls out a slab of meat that's been dipped in sauce and begins chopping it.]
He has achieved many successes and many failures. He's won against SHIELD and HYDRA and they are notable enemies but it's owed to his compatriots. The few people he is worked with, the few people that he trusts in the world.
He's not unmindful of that service which is why he'd broken into Madame Masque's apartment to cook her something nice.
This is something he doesn't remember. He doesn't remember she's a SHIELD agent. Not anymore, that he in essence had not told her (really he could have forgotten but he can't recall). What he does know is that she appears during the times when SHIELD needs him and manages his money and resources. Oh she hates him, he knows that much but now, even if she might be one of the right hand people of the new SHIELD, she's still Madame Masque to him. He does remember fighting her, her with a knife to his throat before stabbing him in the shoulder and running off.
(Her face was not his fault)
The last time he'd seen her though they'd fixed it. When was that? She'd had a face. It wasn't that vaguely familiar disquieting face.
He doesn't ask her any questions. Not anymore. She just appears and reappears and vanishes but he's still here and why?...
(Quake.)
His hand stops chopping.
(The woman.)
It keeps chopping. Muscle memory, what task master lives for. Really he doesn't know a thing about cooking but he saw something about Italian/Asian fusion on TV last night and he wanted to cook it for her because-
(The woman stands straight and stares at him. Her features torn between confused and angry, then just anger. He's knocked off his feet and off the building falling into the abyss while the woman runs and stares after him and he feels...
Loss.)
Terrifying loss.
His hand trembles, but he finishes the last bit of carrots and onions and slides it into the water to boil before he sets out the wine and pours himself a glass (she won't drink it if you hand it to her already poured.)
It's so domestic.
It's when he hears her come in behind him that he keeps is hand on the knife at the cutting board.]
...You know better then to come at me with a gun behind me.
[(You don't know what I've been watching on TV)]
You're not allergic to garlic or carrots are you?
[He pulls out a slab of meat that's been dipped in sauce and begins chopping it.]
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:10 am (UTC)But.]
I just don't want you to get in trouble. Or hurt. Not if I can help it. ...Not you.
[The other stuff is easier to talk about. He leans back.]
What I see, I copy. No matter who. Even if I can't. Even if it'll kill me.
Sometimes...it does it of it's own violation. It's been happening ever since I was hired...to teach people Steve Rogers's moves. I've gotten good with a shield.
[There are still dried streaks beneath his eyes. He reaches for her hand again.] ...Makes me feel almost like the hero I could have been.
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:18 am (UTC)[She had grown independent though, but she still felt the loss of it.]
[Letting him take her hand she frowned softly, watching his face. Such an idiot, Grant Ward. God how she hated you.]
You could do something with that, instead of killing. Why not train metahumans? Go be that hero you used to be.
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:25 am (UTC)...Never the hero I wanted to be. I had everything and I destroyed it. [He shifts back to look at her, sniffling - before he breathes deep.] I ruined it. I remember it all.
I could have told Coulson. I could have done something, I could have tried...
[I was made to be a monster.
That hurt more then the torn tendons and muscles.
Skye.
Kara. The only person who had ever really understood him.]
...I wanted to make you dinner because I missed you. I missed you so damn much.
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:33 am (UTC)[she leaned there, frowning down at him though, as he went on about ruining things.]
Grant, it's the past. You can't fix it, but... maybe you can mend it a bit. Start fresh.
I mean... [she stumbled in words now at the last part.] You... you miss me? [she swallowed back her words and looked confused] You shouldn't want anything to do with me.
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:38 am (UTC)God he scrambles for his pen and pad of paper. He has to write it down, he has to. He has to be able to remember this. He has to, he needs it. You were a hero to me for awhile. It's like balm.
She has to be lying.
He sniffed] My first real student.
[He swallowed hard. Fight to remember this. To remember her.] The best.
[God it hurts to move.] Pain killer?
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:43 am (UTC)[She sniffed, rubbing at her face a moment when he called her the best]
Damn right I was the best. No one followed through like me. And no one took care of you like I did. Massive idiot.
[She moaned though, standing now.] Get comfy, I'll get some pills.
[she limped off, frowning at the mess they made, pawing through a broken cabinet and finding a bottle. Getting water she returned, battle tired and sore as hell. She took some herself, then offered the bottle to him, to take what he needs.]
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:48 am (UTC)Then he takes those pills and watches her.]
...I hope you don't hide your face with everyone.
[He wants to say something, to empower her. He wants to try. Lying on her couch, bleeding on it.]
It's a sign of how strong you are.
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:52 am (UTC)[His comment though made her blink, and her head tilted again so her hair fell forward, shadowing again. The way she was sitting, the scar side of her face was closest to him, so her entire face was blocked by hair no]
[Generally she wore her mask. Put on a face and called it good. Sometimes she hid behind her hair. The scar didn't bother her a lot, but she got tired of standing out at times.]
Not always. If I had been stronger, I wouldn't have been scarred in the first place.
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Date: 2014-12-19 07:58 am (UTC)[his chest rose and fell and he sighed,.]
It's like stripes on a tiger. It shows you're a fighter and you came out of a hard scrap, "You want to say something, well take a look at this. If you think that's bad you should see the other guy."
[There's a thin trickle of blood from the corner of his mouth. He wipes his hand across it. The movement's clearly painful.
He's got a lot of scars himself. Ones he can feel.]
Please promise me that my being here won't hurt you in the long run. You fought hard for this.
I don't want to be...responsible for fucking up this for you.
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Date: 2014-12-19 08:05 am (UTC)If you remember right, the other guy came out the winner.
[she shook her head though. reaching over to pat one of his hands.]
You came over to make me dinner. It's not my fault you had to stay over. Besides, if I'm to start negotiations to see about bringing you in as a new trainer, I'd have to meet with you anyhow.
Rest here tonight. Heal up. We can deal with what kind of trouble you're going to get me in tomorrow.
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Date: 2014-12-19 08:07 am (UTC)....Those painkillers are great.
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Date: 2014-12-19 04:06 pm (UTC)SHIELD issued painkillers. Some of the best stuff. Sleep. We’ll talk more in the morning. If you’re healed up by then you’re taking care of me, because ow, fuck...
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Date: 2014-12-19 04:23 pm (UTC)So even if she's joking he nods and meets her gaze with something like affection. Something like caring. Something like love.]
Of course.
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Date: 2014-12-19 04:27 pm (UTC)Sleep.
[She walked off to clean up a bit again, ignoring the mess in her house and cleaning blood. Sleeping didn’t happen. She kept thinking he’d leave if she fell asleep. So at some time in the night she came out, blanket wrapped around her, and sat on the floor beside the couch, back to it, propped up and nodded off.]
[When he wakes, he’d find her curled up there near by and sleeping.]
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Date: 2014-12-19 05:06 pm (UTC)Easier to pick himself off the couch and stagger to her kitchen where he starts cooking yet again. Eggs and left over stir fry. Not together. He knows that much.
Really it gives him something to do even if he's moving like an old man.]
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Date: 2014-12-19 05:10 pm (UTC)[Nodding off only enough to make sure he wasn’t going to leave. She’s a bit annoyed that she’s concerned that he might leave or not though. So she rests there with a bit of a scowl. damn him.]
[Let him cook. Or do whatever. So long as he doesn’t leave.]
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Date: 2014-12-19 05:40 pm (UTC)You need to have more in your fridge.
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Date: 2014-12-19 05:43 pm (UTC)Why? it’d just go to rot. I’m not home enough to fill the refrigerator. And it’ just me, so I don’t need much.
Smells good though. How are you feeling?
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Date: 2014-12-19 05:46 pm (UTC)Ever. [He laughs weakly]
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Date: 2014-12-19 05:56 pm (UTC)And remind me not to fight you in my apartment again. Need more space.
[she rested her bruised chin on her hand, elbow on the table. She’s black and blue, she swears, but she’s watching him work.]
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Date: 2014-12-19 06:12 pm (UTC)But her firm approval matters a lot more then ...Skye's.]
How are your bruises?
,
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Date: 2014-12-19 06:18 pm (UTC)[She rolled a shoulder and groaned, then ran her hand under her chin... frowning.]
Feel like a train wreck. Honestly, I’m surprised I’m up at all. If I were any slower I’d of been dead.
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Date: 2014-12-19 06:26 pm (UTC)[Blunt. And to the point, but this is a man who remembers Grant Ward and Grant Ward's biggest mistake was never...speaking.]
...Please. Not until I've figured out if I can control it. I trust SHIELD only so far.
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Date: 2014-12-19 06:33 pm (UTC)And what would I tell them, Grant? I’m Loyal to SHIELD, sure but... [deep inside she still was loyal to him. She shrugged instead of answering that though]
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Date: 2014-12-19 06:35 pm (UTC)He swallows]
...I don't want to spend any time in a holding cell [again] if I can help it.
It...scares me.
[His hands still over the food.]
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